18 months and counting

a friend's post in her blog:

.. wishful thinking ..

".. I hope the next hand that i'll be holding be the hand that i'll hold for the rest of my life .."

to which i have a reply:

i hope that the hand i'm holding be the hand that i'm gonna hold for the rest of my life. 0_o

yeba!

Huwaw!! Ang aga ko today sa office kaya eto post muna sa blog hangga't hinde pa corrupted ng work ang utak ko =) Bakit ako maaga? Eh kasi ba naman 2 consecutive days na ko late hehehe. Sayang ang 50 pesos incentive, pang-load din yun! hihihi...Yeah I know ang tagal kong inactive, my bad. tsk tsk. Hinde ko kasi maisingit during working hours tas pag after naman sobrang wala na kong energy kaya ideal toh na before work mag-blog muna dapat. hehehe...Oh the last time I attempted pala to access this blog eh I thought hinde ko na siya mabubuksan. Ayaw kasing tanggapin yung username at password ko. Ang weird nga eh ayaw niya talaga. Naisip ko tuloy baka may nang-hack na neto. hehehe...as if may interesado. =) Kahit nga ni-try ko na yung forgot your password link eh wala pa rin akong nagawa kasi ba naman yung gmail naman ang hinde ma-access. Hay grabe nawindang talaga ako nun. Kinabukasan, buti na lang nagtanong ako sa mga ka-opisina ko kung ok sa kanila ang gmail ayun hinde rin pala aba may pag-asa ako hinde ako nag-iisa! hehehe...so mega ask ako sa mga monitors na nangangasiwa ng aming connection eklavu. Ayun may problema pala sa dns ekek kaya nagkakaproblema ako sa mga sites na yun. Hayyy...after trying to log back in voila! This blog of mine is breathing again. Whew! Kaya from then on I made a mental note na I'll keep this blog posted regularly as much as possible. Isisingit at isisingit ko siya sa work no matter what kasi dead ang pc ko sa bahay. *sigh*

More posts to come! Ayus? Ayus! 0_o

tamang inluv lang =)

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy."

carpe diem

One morning, while munching on my breakfast at our back porch I saw two white butterflies dancing around the flowers in bloom on our potted plants. I have always been fascinated with butterflies especially when I see them flying around unexpectedly. In these day and age I consider them little blessings to our everyday lives. Those creatures are a joy to watch! Too bad I just finished playing with my camera and I have already put it away inside the closet. So I said to myself, just be content on watching them. As the two beauty danced and hopped around the greens the urgency of seizing the moment is growing in me. I might not have this special moment again. Yat and I was just having a conversation a couple of nights ago about opportunities, how they can come only once so you must get hold on them fast and how you can passed them up to wait for a much better one. Obviously we have contradicting opinions about these as i am the carpe diem type. Spontaneity is a bliss! With that, the decision was rather quick. With the breakfast "kakanin" on hand I dashed to my room to get the cam. True enough, when I came back only one butterfly remained. Sayang! The opportunity was much faster than me. But that didn't dampen my spirit. It just have to do with one butterfly - a very hyper one that is. At least there's still one was my consolation. It flew here and there as if looking for something. When at some point that it lands on a leaf or a flower, my hand stretched or the lens zoomed to get a shot. Ahhhhh! I haven't even pressed the shutter yet and it flew once again. At one time I abandoned my little movements and really run after the winged beauty. Then it flew farther. Wahhh I am losing my chances now. Thinking that it might really go away I instead took shots of the yellow and red flowers. As I was composing a shot, the butterfly returned and fluttered near me. This might not be an unproductive effort at all. A couple of misses here and there and them bam! It rested on a yellow flower in an arm's length. Carefully inching closer my hand shaked to focus and zoomed. One...two...three...click! There it was - my perfect moment that fine morning.