"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy."

12.31.2006

the year that was

As the year ends, i can't help but ponder on the events, things, people, places and what-nots i was blessed with for the past 12 months. On a time like this it is empowering to count your blessings. =) Here's my list:

- roadtrip from vigan to tuguegarao.
- tagaytay weekend with college friends.
- out of town visit to batangas relatives.
- labor day trekking in baguio (1st time in tam-awan village & bell tower while the nth time in the memorable lourdes grotto.
- attending a wedding in binangonan wearing a green gown.
- a day on avilon zoo.
- chinese new year's mass in barasoain church.
- my very first plane ride
- 2 pacu fishes the day before christmas
- horsetail plant that im still trying to grow for a big pot
- my very yummy leche plan =) *got the recipe from my grandma when im still a teen and been perfecting ever since esp now that i have a new patronizer =) want more ayat?
- good old friends (since childhood/hs/college)
- a love life (finally! ahihihi)
- and of course my family

There are still more that made up my everyday life for the past year. I just can't recall them all today. =) I should have continued my things to be grateful for today journal entry so i could remember them all especially the little things.

Oh well, gratitude is always a good thing. Gotta start the year positively. So, to all of you THANK YOU and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ;-)


12.30.2006

16 december 06






Life means missing expected things and facing unexpected things.

-o0o-

11.06.2006

loving the sunsets...again...

happy???
first
date
anniversary
to...
me

10.27.2006

flat tops anyone?

toothachingly sweet peace offering...trick or treat?!

10.19.2006

sleepy me

my throat hurts...huhuhu...
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been bloghopping again to wake myself up and tadah!! ayat and i's dream car - 2006 SLR McLaren - demmm!!

10.04.2006

panda bear bear






been blog hoppin'...saw this...bulaga! =)

did u know:

1. There are as few as 1,600 pandas left in the wild.
2. The giant panda has the largest molar teeth of any of the carnivores.
3. Although classed as a carnivore, the panda's diet consists almost exclusively of bamboo and it usually spends 14 hours a day eating.
4. Pandas stand on their head and forelegs to place scent high up on tree trunks.
5. The forepaws of the panda have an extra "thumb" which, when used in conjunction with its "forefingers," enables the panda to grasp even small bamboo shoots with precision.
6. The panda does not hibernate because it cannot store enough fat on a bamboo diet.
7. Pandas usually roam in the forest, but mothers will stay in caves or hollow trees when giving birth and remain there for three to four months after their babies are born.
8. The giant panda was unknown in the Western world until 1869, when a skin was found by Pére David, a French missionary.
9. Pandas are good at climbing trees. They can also swim.
10. Pandas like to live alone and will not often meet other pandas unless they get together during the mating season.
11. A day-old panda looks rather like a small white rat and weighs about 3.5 ounces, about 1/900 of the mother's body weight.
12. A female panda only comes into season for 72 hours a year.
13. Pandas can live for about 20 years in the wild.
14. Female pandas can start to give birth at 4-5 years old. A female can have 5-8 babies in the wild.
15. Pandas have occurred on earth for over 3 million years. They are called "living fossils" because many species that survived together with pandas in the past, such as stegodon (a big tusked elephant) and Chinese rhinos, are extinct already.
16. It is very difficult to see a panda in the wild because they live in thick bamboo, mostly in old-growth forests - their favorite habitat.
17. There are many other rare animals living in the same habitat with pandas, such as red pandas, takins and golden monkeys.

~~from WWF.org
Endangered species na sila kaya go Adopt a Panda! Punta kayo dito. =) really want one ayat!!!

9.13.2006

need to be next to you

Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel any more

Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you

9.08.2006

isang taon na kong puyat

- walang trabaho kaya bigla kong naalala na may blog nga pala akong nde na naaasikaso. napadaan din ako sa peyups. namiss ko nang magbasa ng articles at makigulo sa forums. hehehe...

- galing ako ng ilocos nung weekend. isa sa destination wish list ko yun kaya naman sobrang excited at naaliw ako sa ilang araw na tinagal namin dun. madami din kaming napuntahan na lugar pero hindi ko lubos na nanamnam, kumbaga eh patikim lang. sa madaling salita, bitin. ngayon isa na siya sa gusto ko pang balikan. kelan kaya? hmmm...


- pinakamalayong lugar na narating ko:

coron, palawan
pagudpud, ilocos norte
callao cave, tuguegarao, cagayan

- hindi pa ko nakakakain ng shawarma, ever. matagal ko na ring binabalak-balak bumili pero hindi ko pa rin nagagawa...gusto na kitang tikman, shawarma!!

- i think two weeks ago pinanuod ko yung lake house kahit antuk na antok na ko, badtrip nga lang kasi nde ko natapos yung last 12 minutes. sira kasi yung cd na nagamit ko. bwahaha... kaya pinanuod ko sunod yung il mare. korean movie ito. bale yung lake house ang hollywood version nito. bida dito si sassy girl. same plot syempre magkaiba lang ng mga details. kahit malayo sa katotohanan astig pa rin sa concept. dito rin yata binase ang moments of love. wehehehe...

- meron na kong Naruto episodes 1 - 199!! pero nasa episode 40 something pa lang napapanuod ko. nyahaha...miss ko na mag-marathon. pde kaya ngayong weekend? dattebayo!

- gusto ko nang bumili ng bagong battery at yung 2 in 1 headset na pde sa radio at the same time eh hands free para sa cellphone kong antique na yata. ehehe...naaawa na ko sa tumatawag sa kin lagi na lang napuputol. =)

- andami kong movies at series na papanoorin. wala nga lang time. san ba makakahanap ng time? bigyan mo nga ako.

- kelangan ko nang dumalaw sa cd-r king. madami-dami na rin ang kelangan kong i-burn.

- gusto ko nang ayusin yung latest addition sa shells & pebbles collection ko. galing yun ng pagudpud at bangui bay. =)

- cancelled flight + free 1way ticket to mla-lao-mla or any visayas destination = exciteness! (-_-)

- birthday ngayon ni mama mary.

- gusto ko nang umuwi at magmeme. antok antok antok na ko.


7.18.2006

Hang in there...


Without effort, destiny is useless...


-o0o-

4.29.2006

bursting with emotions

Kung ako lang ang masusunod
Aakuhin ko ang iyong pagod
'Di ka na muling luluha
Lahat ng 'yong dinaldala, akin na

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung pag-aari ko lang ang lumbay
Itatago ko siya habang buhay
Wala nang inggit, wala nang galit
Paliligayahin kita bawat saglit

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung hawak ko lang ang panahon
Wala nang kahapon at bukas, meron lang ngayon
Nais kong maging saysay ng aking buhay
Ay bigyan ang iyo ng kulay

Kung aking lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Sa iyo
Tanging sa 'yo (2x)
Kung akin lang (4x)
Ang mundo (5x)
Kung akin lang ang mundo (repeat and fade)

---
Cuida
Sugarfree
Dramachine


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such a sweet song...haaayyy... =)